Burden

I once upon a time
Carried a burden inside
Some will ask goodbye
A broken line but underlined
There's an ocean of sorrow in you

Sorrow in me

Saw movement in their eyes
Said I no longer knew the way
Given up the ghost
A passing minds and its a fear
In the wait for redemption ahead

Waiting to fade

Fading again

If death should take me now
Count my mistakes and let me through
Whisper in my ear
Taken more than we've received
And the ocean of sorrow is you

*Opeth*

I miss you

Fool

In this bloody pool
I see such a fool in me
Now my blood is gone
How could I let myself believe
In you

Now I'm cryin'
Cause I'm tryin'
Too hard
Mirror's fadin'
Complicatin'
My heart
Can I kill the past
With one look
At this fool

Thought I read the signs
Leading to divine embrace
I misread the words
Took a giant leap of faith
For you

My disaster
Made you master
Of me
No hereafter
No more chapters
Between
Will you let me go
Or hold on
To this fool

*Hungry Lucy*


...Agora nem a dor te salvará...

One Last Goodbye

How I needed you
How I grieve now you're gone
In my dreams I see you
I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave
Your heart yearned to stay
But the strength I always loved in you finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way
Somehow I knew you could never stay
And in the early morning light
After a silent, peaceful night
You took my heart away and my being

In my dreams I can see you
I can tell you how I feel
In my dreams I can hold you
And it feels so real

I still feel the pain
I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never never stay
And somehow I knew you would leave me
And in the early morning light
After a silent, peaceful night
You took my heart away
Oh I wish, I wish you could have stayed

*Anathema*

E te deixo partir, porque aqui nunca estiveste
Teu olhar antes violento, agora é triste e vazio... assim como o imenso vazio que te tornaste (pra mim)
E o que era amor, hoje é saudade
Assim me liberto
E posso acordar do meu sono eterno

(por Aneshka)

I.L.D.

"Igual a tudo na vida"

E tudo que era certo
E tudo que parecia concreto
Começa a perder o chão
Começa parecer em vão

Quando a gente sente falta do que não é pra sentir
Quando a gente sente o que não é pra sentir
Quando não há como resistir

E tudo perde o sentido
E tudo tem um simples motivo
Ele não sente o que eu sinto
E eu... absinto

(por Aneshka)

O vazio

"Acabo essa noite vazio, é por isso que não desisto do que é saudade... me faz querer você, me deu motivos pra crer que seu desprezo não é verdade, não me importa essa dor, ainda quero a ilusão e não o desespero, então me explica seus espinhos que me arranham sem eu saber que eu quero mais da sua mentira."

R.

Bleak

Beating
Heart still beating for the cause
Feeding
Soul still feeding from the loss
Aching
Limbs are aching from the rush
Fading
You are fading from my sight

Break of morning, coldness lingers on
Shroud me into nightmares of the sun

Moving
I am moving closer to your side
Luring
You are luring me into the night
Crying
Who is crying for you here
Dying
I am dying fast inside your tears

Plunging towards bereavement faster yet
Clearing thoughts, my mind is set

Devious movements in your eyes
Moved me from relief
Breath comes out white clouds with your lies
And filters through me
You're close to the final word
You're staring right past me in dismay
A liquid seeps from your chest
And drains me away

Mist ripples round your thin white neck
And draws me a line
Cold fingers mark this dying wreck
This moment is mine

Help me cure you
Atone for all you've done
Help me leave you
As all the days are gone

Night fall again
Taking what's left of me

Slight twist, shivering corpse
Ornated with water, fills the cracks
Clasped in my limbs by tradition
This is all you need

*Opeth*
(Always...)

Aprecie o silêncio

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very
Unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very
Unnecessary
They can only do harm

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very
Unnecessary
They can only do harm

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very
Unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence...

(Depeche Mode)